Can you help me with this boy?

i knew this guy b/c he was one of the skater guys. i dated like all of them but nvr fell in love w/ne of em. His name is holden. We fell in love, he told me he loved me, and oh my God i rly did love him. the day after, he told me his dad was sending him to a military academy. we lost our virginity to each other about a month after that on june 12th. we lasted all thru summer and he finally moved. its in gainesville which is 3 hours away. Riverside. im sure yall have heard of it. VERY VERY expensive. he is in debt but his gma pays for it cuz shes rich. ne way...i went w/him to get his dorm and register and get fit for his military clothes. i CRIED my eyes out b/c i knew that he was gonna change. then he started acting sad and said he didnt wanna go. he was depressed and took it out on everyone else. ON ME big time. well we came back home and i walked in his house and said holden wat do u wanna do w/our relationship? he said idk idk. i said u dont know? he said idk. and i said well thats my answer. and i marched out. never heard from him again. 8 months later, which was last thursday, he texts me and apologized for all the things he did and told me that he was just depressed and stuff and that hes been missin me. weve been texting for a week now. i snuck to his moms house wen he came back home for spring break. as soon as he saw me he held me FORever. like old times. we layed there and held each other. Wat is going on?? we still text every day. he said were gonna b together in the future wen he gets out of school. thats 2 years! he wants to spend the summer w/me. he said he still loves me and never stopped. he held me like he always used to all summer. wat the fk do i do? this is so confusing. wat does this mean? its 8 months later.